HOLDEN, emilie delane

[emmie]

sixteen. highschool junior. hetero. sweet. ashley greene.
( Emilie Delane Holden )

I SEE YOUR EYES, YOU'RE BARELY SOBER.
I HEAR YOUR VOICE, YOU'RE CALLING OUT FROM ME TO YOU.
the character

Positives;; The first thing people comment on is how nice I am. I'm a bit of a push-over, I'm sweet, I don't like to hurt people, and all that fun stuff that's supposed to be trampled when you first step foot into the highschool of hell. Not for me - it's bad enough that I blush if I cuss on accident, and I usually leave the room when people start talking graphic. I'm what people call an 'innocent soul' I guess. Coming from Italy, people are usually more respectful there. I've only ever heard cuss words when someone was extremely mad, and even then they were quick to cover up the fault. Growing up in a mansion was like living yourself in an entirely too strict christian school, where they punished you whenever you took a step out of line. Quiet, reserved, and a tad shy around people have been the result of this type of treatment - people were still harsh to me despite my grandma's status. Any type of rebellion that ever dared flare up for me was quickly squashed by her. I went along with a lot that my grandma said, because I wanted acceptance. Which is another personality trait that can be considered positive - I try to do my best in everything. I'm hard-working and don't shy away

I am naturally a loner. I don't need tons of people to make me happy - I'm usually content with just having silence and a book, and perhaps a light in case it gets dark while I'm sitting around. People often comment on how creative I am, as well. I write a lot, and painting is one of my favorite things to do. I'm used to taking care of myself. I can cook like an angel, I taught myself how to sing, and I'm basically self-sufficient. It takes a lot to be a royal child - every aspect about you has to be perfect. So that's what I learned to be, or to appear as at least. Perfect.

Negatives;; I'm a little too proper around people that are a lot older then me, such as teachers and etc. I can be known as a bit of a teacher's pet, and a good two shoes. I don't touch alcohol, I don't smoke, sex isn't my...forte, and anybody who acts sexist is bound to be trampled. Which is the next thing - I have a temper. It's not hot, like so many people's. I'm good at controlling and hiding said temper, under an 'icy' mask. If I don't want you to know one of my emotions, you won't. I'm private about certain things, especially my writing, and I get jealous easily. I don't like sharing my friends. I always think someone'll take them from me. I'm easily insulted. I'm a bit too sensitive for some people's tastes, which I don't mind much but others seem to think of it as a negative. You have to be careful what you say around me, because it's likely I'll take it the wrong way and soon you'll have me crying on your hands. I'm also easily scared. I hate Halloween, and I seriously hate scary movies. To the point of tears. Murder mysteries and ghost stories are some of my favorite things to listen to, but show me a movie and you'll turn me into a whimpering coward.

A few other things? I become desperate when I'm somewhere closed. I'll cry, or breakdown. I don't know why, but I have an intense fear of being shut somewhere dark. So, yeah, I'm afraid of the dark at sixteen. People have often called me a coward. Along with that - if I'm in a relationship, I demand complete attention from said guy. I won't stand cheating, because my grandmother always used to put emphasis on how it tore my parents apart. Harshly. So I'm always careful. I'm the type of girl who isn't afraid to downgrade a guy in front of his friends - they either deal with my affection or get out.

SO SAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY.
AND REPLAY ALL THE THINGS THAT I TRIED TO SAY.
behind the character

hey bitches, it's dream and i've been pimpin' these hoes for about seven years. i know right, it's great isn't it? need to get a hold of me? hit me up at PM, AIM, MSN, EMAIL, etc. i'm also in pacific zone just so you know. don't need to be telling you people twice. also meet the rest of my lovely babies, Katrina Foxx!

I DUN NEED THIS BISH D<