DE CRUZ, INDIGO ALEXIA

[INDIGO ALEXIA DE LA CRUZ]

TWENTY. LOCAL. STRAIGHT. BIPOLAR. LIGHTS.
( INDIGO ALEXIA DE LA CRUZ )

I SEE YOUR EYES, YOU'RE BARELY SOBER.
I HEAR YOUR VOICE, YOU'RE CALLING OUT FROM ME TO YOU.
the character

hey there, I'm indigo alexia de la cruz, it's a mouthful I know, but it's my name.. you gotta love it.. or well no you don't have to, but it's great if you do! So uhm, I guess I'll start with the basics, I play the keyboard i have been for a reallllyyyy long time now, like ever since i was ten? and I'm twenty years old, not quite the drinking age but you know us band members get the free liquor when we want it..... just kidding! but seriously, I know people~ -laughs- hmmmm, well let's see, I'm not quite sure what all you wanna know... but I guess I'll start with like.. where I come from and who I am?

So uh, yeah, like I said my name is indigo, but you can call me indy, or go..? i don't fucking know, there are tons of nicknames you can make out of that name.. but it's a shade of blue.. which I love, so honestly i love my name! uhm, it's spanish, if you didn't know that, both of my parents have spanish blood in them, from spain mind you... not mexico so I am NOT a mexican, and if I am ever called one, i swear to god I'll beat your ass right there on the spot. anyway... yeah, it's where my accent is from if you didn't know, you can only hear it on some words, but i think it's pretty cool, oh and yeah if you were wondering, I do speak fluent spanish and love the language dearly, it's part of my history man, how could I not love it?

Well.. personally, I think I'm pretty nice, im not sure.. I just like to be nice, but.. shit happens you know? and sometimes you don't feel all that social. for some reason this happens to me a lot and it seems to happen at the worst times possible, I just.. don't feel good and it comes off in my mood, a lot of people tell me I'm bipolar, I guess it's because I go from being.. well.. this happy and bubbly to a bitch or something, I've been told I can be one at times, and I'll take their word for it, I never seem to remember what happens when I'm in one of those moods, it's like I've been drugged or something which is actually.. kinda scary. but not really, because if you didn't know I'm a pothead.. which shouldn't come as a surprise, It just.. helps my moods and makes me so mellow for the shows we put on, and I don't know, maybe that contributes to my extremely good mood sometimes? oh well, it's kind of hard to explain. My life is like a fucking roller coaster and you only know me if you really know me, I'm just too hard to read so easily.

so far as relationships..? most people don't like to get involved with me, because of my mood swings, which doesn't bother me I guess, I've never really been one of those girls that throw themselves at guys to get them to notice me. The ones that are really interested though, well.. they come up to me and whatnot and have the balls to actually say something to me rather than just stare off in the distance, which is what I like, control. But it's whatever, I like to go to parties and the nightclubs here and there, see what's happening you know, regular tour stuff...... And now i'm kind of running out of things to say about me.. I hate talking about myself for long periods of time.. it makes me self conscience... anyway, yeah, if there is anything else you need to know, you know where to find me!

SO SAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY.
AND REPLAY ALL THE THINGS THAT I TRIED TO SAY.
behind the character

hhey bitches, it's RAWERFACE and i've been pimpin' these hoes for about 29309234 years. i know right, it's great isn't it? need to get a hold of me? hit me up by PM, AIM, MSN, EMAIL, etc. i'm also in the est time zone just so you know. don't need to be telling you people twice. also meet the rest of my lovely babies, look at sidebar!

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