CALLOWAY, KEATON RAE

[KEATON RAE CALLOWAY]

NINETEEN. COLLEGE. STRAIGHT. BITCH. RUE DIAMOND.
( KEATON RAE CALLOWAY )

I SEE YOUR EYES, YOU'RE BARELY SOBER.
I HEAR YOUR VOICE, YOU'RE CALLING OUT FROM ME TO YOU.
the character

PERSONALITY.
well first of all, I like to think of myself as dangerous. I'm always trying new things and getting myself in trouble with this or that. I don't like rules and I certainly don't like following them. They are for the people who actually care what others think, and that I do not. Pretty much, i live life for myself, and not to please others. I'll take whatever thrill comes along with the ride of chosen to take in life, no matter the consequences, i'll take them. I especially love when people doubt me, and say that I can't do something. Proving them wrong is the best, and not to brag.. but I usually do. I don't care if that makes me vain or not, i guess that means I am, because it's not going to change, if i can.. i'll do my best to prove anyone who thinks i can't do something wrong. I have this way of making people feel like shit quite easily if they doubt me, and anyone who ever has, knows exactly what I'm talking about. But it's whatever, treat me how you want to, but I can't promise that I won't bite if you're rude. I'm not exactly the nicest person out there, and I'm not good at second chances.

I'm quite honest, but I'm not blunt, it's the best way to put it really. I'm the type to give a compliment, and it sound good until the very last bit of it, making it sound like more of an insult than anything. not to mention, i'm rather good with my words, which probably makes you think I'm vain once again. well, i don't care, maybe I am... but that's not the point. I have a way of turning a conversation sarcastic very quick, and I'm the type to spout of a witty remark faster then you could imagine, my sense of humor is dry, but I don't really ever hear any complaints, I'm pretty funny when I want to be, and It's not like I try... I have a sharp tongue and I'm never really afraid to use it, if I don't like you, you'll know and if I have issues with you then i'm not going to hide them. It's just the way I was raised. if someone wants to start something with me, I have no problem taking them up on it, I'm pretty much ninety-nine percent sure I have the upper hand in it anyway, not only can I think of these words but I'm not afraid to spit them out, I have no gall whatsoever. I'm not necessarily a mean girl… not in actuality, but it's not a show either, I am who I am, and I have my little quirks that could be looked at as being mean or bitchy, but that's just the way I am, if you can't take that then we're probably not meant to be friends in the first place.

I may have a way of letting everyone know I mean business, but deep down I do have a soft side, however deep that may be, I still have one, and it's going to take a strong, strong, person to get through all of these emotions in me, I'm full of them, and I'm definitely my own person. I'm tough but I'm not unmovable, I just need someone strong enough to move me. I've always been a stubborn little girl. A lot of people say that I have charm, and this could possibly be my first good trait out of everything, but then again it depends on the way you take it. I'm quite the charmer, if I wanted to, I could have a guy by my side rather quickly, and sometimes I do, it all depends on my mood really. Even I am surprised at my charm sometimes, all I have to do is talk sweetly and act a little shy and all of a sudden and it's like I've called out that I'm free all of a sudden. It's crazy ridiculous but I enjoy rather thoroughly to be quite honest. It's lovely that I have my choice of men at times like the ones I've had, I need a release and when they were so willing like that, it was nice once in a while, but don’t get me wrong, I am no whore. It's not like I do this every night on the week, I'm not like that, and if anyone tells me that I am, I'll be sure to set them straight really quick. I don't deal with people calling me names like that, call me what you want, but you're not going to call me a whore and get away with it. I may be close to one but you're not going to be the one to tell me that. Being with me is like walking on thin ice, you either play your cards right and have a friend for life who would beat the leaving shit out of someone to protect your name, or honor or whatever, or you either rub me the wrong way and have someone who can't stand to see you walk by. I'm that bad. But my charming ways go way further than just with the opposite sex, it goes as far as people being charmed by me, I may have been a bitch, but when you first met me, or if I'm trying to impress you, you would be swept off your feet. I'm certainly skilled at charm. And everyone knows this, it's one of the reasons people don't like to fight with me, as bitchy as I am, people still want to be my friend and be like me, of course this confuses me as to why they would do that, but it doesn't matter, as long as you are a decent enough person to be around than you won't get any problem from me.

a lot of people say that I'm really persistent, usually i go for what I want, and to be quite honest.. I usually get it. It goes along with me being a charmer, you can't really refuse something this good, i mean really... anyway. not the point. I don't fake emotions, you get what's real, I'm not fake nor will i ever be fake. And if I think you're fake? you can rest assured that I won't be talking to you, I hate fake bitches. You won't earn my respect if you're going to fake things, I'm real all the way. I may seem like a bitch, but I'm really not that bad, my friends are the closest to me and I respect them just like I would a family member, my friends are what gets me through the day and I don't think that I'd be able to live without them, they mean that much to me, every single one. They know the true me, and that's not who i put myself out there to be, I can be a good person if I set my mind to it, I just have to get past my trust issues and my walls that I've built to get there. I don't trust easily and I don't like to be gullible, it's going to take a lot to get me to trust you and to get to know you, but if you put in the effort... so will I.

SO SAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY.
AND REPLAY ALL THE THINGS THAT I TRIED TO SAY.
behind the character

hey bitches, it's rawerface and i've been pimpin' these hoes for about too many years. i know right, it's great isn't it? need to get a hold of me? hit me up at PM, AIM, MSN, EMAIL, etc. i'm also in EST just so you know. don't need to be telling you people twice. also meet the rest of my lovely babies, too many XD!

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