ROCKWELL, HARLOW LONDON

[HARLOW LONDON ROCKWELL]

EIGHTEEN. TOURIST. BISEXUAL. WORTHLESS. AMANDA HENDRICK.
( HARLOW LONDON ROCKWELL )

I SEE YOUR EYES, YOU'RE BARELY SOBER.
I HEAR YOUR VOICE, YOU'RE CALLING OUT FROM ME TO YOU.
the character

I'm a bitch, i mean.. that's what people call me, i'm not normally nice unless i want something, and I won't go out of my way to make you happy. I am my own person, and I do what I want regardless of your feelings. I have a lot of friends, although they aren't really that close to me. I don't really care though, they are there when I need them for shit like coke and when I want to go out and drink, or to a club. Yeah, i am really young to be going through all of that, but it's not like i haven't done it before. I was thrown out of my house at a young age, what more do you expect? I had to work for my food.. and work for what clothes I had, so obviously i knew one way to get that. I've been around, I won't lie. Am I ashamed.. yeah, a little, but that won't stop me from getting what I need. If it wasn't for my body I wouldn't have gotten anywhere. But whatever, that's in the past.. although if i still want something bad enough I'm not below doing something to get it. Pretty much I'm worthless, or that's how a lot of people see me, i don't give a fuck though, because they are right. I never really amounted to much of anything, especially since i dropped out of school as soon as my parents kicked me out. They will never know the damage they did to me when they threw me out, but it's whatever now. I met syd a couple years later and we dated for a while.. but he ended up leaving me just like everyone else in my life. The only problem with that was that i actually cared about him.. and I know it could have turned into something more because i fell hard when i fell for him... but I'm not bringing that shit up again, i'm tired of thinking about him and im tired of living life like this. I do what I want now, and with that mind set i left.. for at least a year, and now i'm just back.. visiting really, i don't want to see any familiar faces.. at least.. i don't think I do.. i just hope nothing bad comes of this visit. Although i know that you'll be able to find me at the club or with some random lady or gentleman who will give me the time of day, hell.. i need a place to sleep every night, might as well throw in something extra to sweeten the deal.. right?

SO SAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY.
AND REPLAY ALL THE THINGS THAT I TRIED TO SAY.
behind the character

hey bitches, it's rawerface and i've been pimpin' these hoes for about 23940924 years. i know right, it's great isn't it? need to get a hold of me? hit me up at PM, AIM, MSN, EMAIL, etc. i'm also in eastern just so you know. don't need to be telling you people twice. also meet the rest of my lovely babies, keaton, ryland, aislin, colton, hollis!

im thinkinnnn NO.