PEREZ, JODELLE MARIA

[omgitsmelzzx3]

EIGHTEEN. KINGSFORD HIGH SCHOOL. STRAIGHT. DANCER. VICTORIA JUSTICE.
( JODELLE MARIA PEREZ )

I SEE YOUR EYES, YOU'RE BARELY SOBER.
I HEAR YOUR VOICE, YOU'RE CALLING OUT FROM ME TO YOU.
the character

'ALRIGHT NOW THAT WE KNOW YOU NAME LETS GET DOWN TO BASICS. WHY DID YOUR PARENTS NAME YOU THAT? ANY BIG SIGNIFICANCE TO YOUR NAME?'

umm, you know to be honest i don't think there's really anything special about my name or why my parents named me jodelle. all i know is that they gave me the middle name maria for my grandmother on my father's side.

HOW ABOUT YOUR AGE, HOW OLD ARE YOU? ARE YOU IN COLLEGE OR HIGHSCHOOL, WHAT GRADE? A SENIOR JUNIOR SOPHMORE OR FRESHMAN?'

eighteen years young and a high school senior baby! after four years in hell i'm finally getting ready to graduate pretty soon which is actually kind of exciting.

'THATS NICE, THAT YEAR WAS ALWAYS MY FAVORITE. SO ANYWHO, LETS TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT YOU LIKE, GIVE ME TEN THINGS THAT YOU ABSOLUTLY LOVE TO DO'

well let's see, i love to dance and i've been told i'm quite good at it. i should be considering i've been dancing since i was about four years old. oh, i'm pretty sure that i have an addiction to gummy bears i honestly can't live without them. i also like writing and drawing which probably explains why english and art are my best subjects in school. i also like partying, drinking, and hanging out. i'm a pretty social type of person. oh, have i mentioned that i pretty much live for music and movies? cause honestly nothing beats that. oh, and of course i can't forget about boys.

'HMM, INTERESTING. WELL YOU KNEW THIS WAS COMING..HOW ABOUT DISLIKES?'

green jelly beans don't ask me why, but i just can't stand them. le drugs are things i try to avoid too. smokers too, i'm not trying to get lung cancer or anything like that. also cheaters, fake bitches, jerks, two-faced people and other things of that nature aren't my cup of tea either. oh, and i can't stand spicy food, rap music and loud noises

'WOW, THATS VERY INTRIGUING, YOU ARE A STRANGE YET UNIQUE PERSON.. WHY DONT YOU FURTHER ELABORATE ON YOURSELF, WHAT ARE YOU LIKE?'

well, for the most part i'm really hyper and really sweet. or at least i am when i actually wanna be. for the most part though if you stay on my good side you're gonna see the nice and hyper jodelle. if not though i can honestly say i'm a bitch when i want to be. not that it comes out all that often. it really does take a lot to get under my skin. i really don't take much seriously outside of school. i'm a pretty chill and laid back person and no that doesn't mean that i'm a hippie. i just prefer to be chill and laid back cause i try to live each day to the fullest. actually i stand corrected, school and dance. those are the only things that i actually take seriously.

'THATS COOL, WELL I KNOW ALL I NEED TO ABOUT YOU..HOW ABOUT THAT FAMILY OF YOURS EH? ARE THEY NORMAL, MESSED UP, SECRETIVE, BROKEN APART..WHAT?'

well my parents pretty much have a pretty normal relationship. they met, they got married and they had a couple kids. i guess what really messed them up was when my twin brother commited suicide. not that they like to tell anyone, they tell everyone that's not family that he ran away before we moved. i'm pretty sure that no one believes them though. other than that though i guess they're pretty normal.

'WOW, NICE FAMILY TREE. WELL WHAT ABOUT YOUR HISTORY, WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR'

favorite moment in life huh. honestly i don't think that i have one specific moment that's my favorite. like i said before i try to live everyday to it's fullest so i pretty much try to do something new and exciting everyday. i guess in a way you could say that everyday is my favorite day haha.

'HOW ABOUT YOUR WORST MEMORY?'

wow, see now for this i can honestly say that i have a worst memory. the day that i came home and found out that my brother had commited suicide is pretty much the worst memory that i have. everything after that is a pretty sure subject too. my parents didn't have a funeral for him. we mourned at home for a couple days and then my parents had him cremated and they put his ashes in an urn on the mantel. the fact that they don't even remember the day he died and hold it close to their hearts kinda could be a bad memory too i guess.

'WELL THATS GOOD, I THINK IVE ASKED EVERYTHING I NEED TO ASK, IS THERE ANYTHING YOU WISH TO TELL ME BEFORE I GO?'

nope, i think that's pretty much it [:

SO SAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY.
AND REPLAY ALL THE THINGS THAT I TRIED TO SAY.
behind the character

hey bitches, it's melzz and i've been pimpin' these hoes for about honestly i forget but i know it's been at least a little bit over 2 years. i know right, it's great isn't it? need to get a hold of me? hit me up by PM or AIM (yurrbabiimelzzx3). i'm also in the eastern baby time zone just so you know. don't need to be telling you people twice. also meet the rest of my lovely babies, none yet!

TO BE HONEST, VALERIE ACTUALLY LIKED braydin. probably more than she was willing to admit to herself. that simply wasn't her style though. the girl didn't believe in love, she believed in having a good time. as far as she was concerned, braydin was just someone that she liked having a good time with, several times over. not that it really mattered, valerie knew all about braydin's reputation and his girlfriend back home. the way she saw it was that she would rather be the person that he cheated with, not on. sure it probably made her seem like a slut but she honestly didn't care, she was just that kind of person. holding tight onto tegan's leash she smiled at braydin. aww, you were coming to see me? how sweet. let me guess, you got bored sitting around in the van doing nothing. she bit her lip though once she actually processed what he had said. hell, if the press knew that valerie had been sleeping with braydin there was a chance that she could loose her job. yeah, that probably wouldn't be the best thing in the world. i'm already on thin ice cause of that bitch ava. rolling her eyes she brushed her hair out of her face. thank god for the cover up that was covering up all the bruises on her face. without it she looked pretty beaten up.

LOOKING UP AT THE LADDER SHE FIGURED that if braydin gave her a boost she would be able to pull it down and climb into her apartment window. she always left it open a little bit for occasions such as this so she wouldn't really have any trouble getting the window open and then running back downstairs to the basement to open the door and get tegan. sounds like a plan to me. just make sure you tie up tegan to the basement door so he doesn't run off. that is of course you want to hang out with him while i run in and open the basement door. which is honestly the plan that she would prefer. valerie didn't like the idea of leaving tegan outside on his own. she wouldn't mind it cause she knew that she could make it back out fast enough to get him before anyone tried to take him. either way you're gonna have to hold this. handing over the leash she smiled at braydin, she did that a lot when he was around.

SHE WORRIED THAT THEY WERE SPENDING TOO much time outside. any minute someone with a camera could come around the corner and snap a picture of them and then all hell would break loose, more so than it already had. that was until braydin kissed her, then she forgot all about her stupid thoughts. she knew it was gonna happen the minute he brushed some of her hair out of her face, even still though it surprised her. she liked the way his lips felt as they were pressed against hers. when he pulled away she smiled. don't be sorry. you didn't do anything wrong. pulling her hair back into a pony tail with a hair elastic that she wore around her wrist she squealed when he lifted her up so she could pull down the ladder. don't you dare drop me ohmygosh. she got a little freaked out simply because she was up high than usual and there was nothing soft below her in case she fell. reaching up she grabbed the last post on the ladder and pulled it down, careful to not make too much noise so they wouldn't drop too much attention to themselves. looking down at him she smiled and started climbing up the ladder to her apartment window on the third floor. she figured if braydin wasn't following her he was probably waiting for her with tegan.