answers i knew all along, sebastian

[KEATON RAE CALLOWAY]

Keaton sighed happily as the last items were put into the appropriate boxes. Little things here and there that she had set around, making the place a little more homey each and every day, but that didn't matter now. No, what mattered was the fact that she was clearing the place out, there was no need to have it anymore, and the feeling nearly scared her to death, much like a lot of things these days. She wasn't scared enough to run away, in fact, she was scared enough to run to him. and the him of course being Sebastian Hawkins in this situation. Someone who had.. basically made her fall without her even realizing it. The whole thing had happened so fast, she couldn't believe where they were at now, it was simply mind-blowing at how things had changed in the past year.

Keaton didn't regret a thing, nor did she want things to stop or change. Her life now.. was more perfect then she would have ever imagined. If someone were to tell her a year ago that she would be in love like she was now? She probably would have told them to fuck off with nice little words and a pretty little finger in the air. She hadn't been used to the attention Sebastian had given her, nor had she ever hooked up with someone as often as she had him. He easily had become her favorite fuck, only because he didn't mind the staying over, the cuddles, the sweet words after it all was over. She was pretty sure that was what had happened, what had made her fall in the first place.

She had denied it for a while, but now.. everything was just right. They had started dating right after Sebastian had been seriously hurt, and the girl had been by his side throughout it all, never thinking about leaving him. And the 'love' word had slipped out without a notice, of course she had noticed though, it had just happened quickly, and she had blushed and stuttered her way through it, but after she had told him, she had to repeat it out loud several times before she realized what it meant. It meant that love was true after all, and that there was someone out there for her, and his name was Sebastian Fletcher Hawkins. Keaton no longer acted the way she had been anymore, and he had changed a little as well, how could she not though? She was like a completely different person now, always bubbly, happy and giggly. Something Keaton Calloway would have never been called a year ago.

Looking down at the last box that laid on the floor of her empty apartment, she smiled at what she saw. Leaning down and reaching into the box the girl pulled out a portrait and couldn't help the smile that grew on her face. It was a picture of her and Sebastian at the movies, Keaton never letting him say no to a picture and snapping it before he was ready. Things like that always happened with him, but that was why she adored the random pictures and memories in the first place. Looking at the picture for a few more moments she placed it back in it's place in the box before closing the lid. Taking one more look around the empty space, the girl finally bent down to pick up the box. Sebastian would be back up any minute, helping her with this box like he had so many others today.

Walking towards the door slowly the girl balanced the box in her hands easily and let her thoughts wonder once more, something that was way too easy for her anymore. She was moving in with him. Living with her boyfriend, and the love of her life. It was all so surprising, but so exciting at the same time. She couldn't wait to get settled and comfy in his apartment. Waking up to his face every morning would make her happy enough, but the fact was, she didn't have to come and visit him anymore, and he didn't have to come and visit her, they would be right with each other when they got home. It was the next big step in their relationship and the girl could hardly keep from letting her mind wander.

She had to keep her thoughts to herself though, she always ended up embarrassing herself somehow when it came to talking about the future with Sebastian. And she didn't want to scare him with talk of serious things, although... this relationship was rather serious. Keaton had never felt for anyone the way she felt for Sebastian, and he knew that just as well as she did. Keaton, had never been in love, never even thought about love before the boy had come alone, and now that he had, and stolen her heart in the process, it was all she could do not to think about loving him more then life itself. It was like he had control of her mind, and he did, he just didn't know it yet. Or maybe he did, she didn't know.

Keaton bit down on her bottom lip as she heard footsteps in the stairwell that led to her apartment door, her stomach filling with butterflies and the girl nearly smacking herself for being so... girly. It was a love/hate relationship really, she loved feeling that way, but she hated how cliche and needy she felt sometimes. He was everything to her, but she was still trying to get over the small part of the old Keaton that told her she was weak, and dependent on others. She couldn't help it though, the boy made her say and do crazy things without having any regard or knowledge of it, although she was pretty sure he knew just how crazy she could be. He had certainly seen enough of that, whether it be when Keaton was hyper, or in the mood. Keaton.. had definitely changed, but she was certainly still the same tease, Sebastian could surely be a witness for that.

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MUSE! crazy good yo'
NOTES! i always write too much for this girl XD

[SEBASTIAN FLETCHER HAWKINS]

The past year had simply well..it had been something else, that’s for sure. Sebastian wasn’t sure how to describe it. There had been the ups and downs, with some of the happiest days in his life. Of course with those came the days where he just curled up and hid from everything and everyone. The days where he turned off his phone to avoid the drama that he got tugged into. Sebastian disliked drama, but something about his passive attitude seemed to draw in the trouble makers. At this point he felt as though he deserved some sort of perseverance award. Honestly if he had the option to change any of it though, he wouldn’t change a thing. It was what a person went through in life that made them who they were after all.

These thoughts and many more bounced around in his head as he carried a box down into the truck he had borrowed from a friend. Nearly the entire day had been spent helping Keaton pack her things and then carrying the boxes all down to the truck. The past few days had been spent cleaning. Or at least attempting to clean. These sort of things never came easy for Sebastian. He was a guy, after all, and other things came before cleaning ever crossed his mind. To be fair though, his house was never too bad. His room was usually the worst, and dishes were usually pretty stacked up as well. Sebastian had never been a fan of dishes though, and his room was only dirty because of the clothes on the floor. The living room usually had a good collection of soda and beer cans along with various fast food bags.

Taking a few seconds, Sebastian took a step back and grunted. He couldn’t believe that Keaton was actually moving in. A small smile curled itself onto his lips as he thought about it. There was plenty of room for her stuff in his room, since it was a fairly large master bedroom. There was already an empty dresser in the room anyways, and his closet was only partly used. If she had more stuff than could fit there, then she could always put things in the extra bedroom that was unused. Yes, there was plenty of room for the tiny woman that had captured his heart. A small sigh escaped the man as he headed back towards her apartment to get the last of her things.

The girl that had so unexpectedly weaseled into his life. It had started out as just a good fuck, and turned into so much more. Sebastian had known from the start, from the very first time he had seen her that something was different. The way he let her use him, knowing she was and not caring. She had him hooked from the start. And as they turned towards a new road, one of friendship, Sebastian had found himself getting wrapped up in the girl even more. She had always been there for him, even when he stumbled and fell. That was when it had really hit him, then in the hospital when he knew he looked like shit, he felt like shit, and there she had been at his side like always to comfort and take care of him.

Not once in their relationship had he doubted her capability to love. She was blind, but he could see it in the way she looked at him. The way she greeted him, touched and spoke to him. Even with all her denials about love actually existing, Sebastian knew she would realize it eventually. With determination he had showered her with unconditional love, from the very moment they had started dating and not once had he lifted it even to this day. Oh the pride he had in knowing he had broken her stubborn belief about it not existing. That he, Sebastian, had taught her that love really did exist. And seeing her as happy as she was now? There were no words to describe how good it made him feel inside. His heart swelled up at the very thought of it.

His feet quickly carried him up the familiar pathway towards her room. It took no time at all before he found himself in front of the door. No doubt Keaton had heard him coming. After a few seconds he curled his fingers around the door and opened it and let it swing open. He stepped in, closing the door behind him and looked around at the last box sitting on the floor. It was so empty and barren, which caused the smile on his lips to grow more. Well, the reality of it all was hitting him and he couldn’t have been happier about his decision to ask her to move in. ”Alright babe. What’s left?” He asked as he walked over to the box. ”This it?” Taking a small detour he stepped over to her and wrapped his arms around her from behind. Nuzzling his head into her neck he kissed it softly and sighed against her skin. ”Are you ready for this..?” Sebastian knew he was. There was no doubt in his mind.

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[KEATON RAE CALLOWAY]

Keaton could never really be alone with her thoughts for a long while, only because they always reverted back to him, which shouldn't be surprising seeing as how she felt and how much time was spent with him. Because obviously when she was with him she was thinking about him, that was a given. As she heard her boyfriend's foot steps draw near a smile tilted her mouth upwards as she turned her head to watch him slightly. Smiling as he pushed the door open before closing it and walking towards her, before turning her head back to look at the empty apartment, just the way it should be, and just the way it would be. The girl nodded as he mentioned the box, biting her lip a bit as she replied, yep, this is it! her voice, not denying how happy she really was.

Stepping over the box the boy cleared the little space that was between them before wrapping his arms around her from behind, making the girl melt into his embrace as another smile made its way across her lips. Tilting her head to the side as he nuzzled into her neck and kissed it gently she couldn't help but lean into him a little. They stayed like that for a moment as he sighed against her neck, raising little goose bumps over her pale skin. Smiling at his words now she nodded gently, yes, I'm ready she said, opening her eyes and tilting her head back to look up at him and meet his gaze. If there has ever been anything I'm sure about it's this she said, adding a little comment for reassurance. She just wanted him to know how she felt, like she had been doing ever since he had broken her strong will to never love or believe in love.

She did now, and that was obvious. He had been the one to change it all. Her love for him was obvious, and so was his love for her. So much that they never fought, never got into an argument that wasn't playful or teasing, and if it was a little more serious it would always end in something that was playful. They just didn't disagree on certain things, only jokingly did they ever have issues with what the other thought. And to keaton, that was just the way it should have been. She had long since fallen for him and she had no regrets whatsoever. In all honestly, she had felt herself falling for him, and to be quite honest, at the time, she hadn't wanted to catch herself, to stop caring for him. It would have been to hard. He had been the one to be there for her when she needed someone. In all aspects really. Not to say that he was her backup when her plans didn't go through.. although.. that was how it had started. She wasn't going to lie, she had been using him at first, but hadn't he been doing the same?

Either way you looked at it really, they had both used one another at one point in time. But now, everything was different. Using him was the last thing on her mind right now, in fact.. it wasn't even there at all. She would never dream of letting him go, not after all she had accomplished with him. After the hell that she had lived with as a child, she deserved at least that, happiness. And she knew she had it now, and she knew she wouldn't lose it. He was persistent in getting what he wanted, and when they had started dating, it was obvious that he wanted her to fall. He had been subtle about it, but she knew he would be patient for her, until she broke, and she had. It almost seemed to come naturally for him, but of course the fact that she had always had a weak spot for him didn't help her case either. But she didn't care. She was glad he had been the one to disprove her ludicrous theory that love didn't exist. Because now she knew that it did.

From the very beginning Sebastian had caught her attention, and he had caught it hard. There was never a time that she had not enjoyed their visits, or their simple talks. It had been just simply company at first for her, that and of course the sex. She didn't even realize how much she cared for him until it was too late. And now look where they were. It brought a smile to her lips just thinking about it. She wouldn't take back a single thing that was said and done. She was more then happy with how her life was turning out to be. Such a happy ending for such a horrible beginning. But that was the best part, it wasn't the ending, and the ending wouldn't come until something drastic happened. Keaton could at least have faith in that. All she knew was the fact that she wasn't going anywhere, and as long as he was telling the truth about his feelings for her and where he stood with her, it was obvious that he wasn't going to go anywhere either.

Sighing softly the girl's arm raised behind her head to rest on her shoulder, at the back of his neck, pulling him closer slightly as she stood there. it's hard to fathom something this big isn't it? she said, as her eyes once again wandered the empty space around her, giving up before turning her head to the side to nuzzle him back, his closeness still never failing to bring the butterflies swarming inside of her. Imagine that, Keaton, with butterflies. She would have never imagined that her life would be turning out like this, but she wasn't complaining. She had never been this happy before, especially with a guy. But now that she had gotten used to it, she hoped that it would never go away.

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MUSE! crazy good yo'
NOTES! awh <3

[SEBASTIAN FLETCHER HAWKINS]

Sebastian couldn’t help but smile as he held her close. It was comforting to know that she too was ready for this change. Keaton was definitely the less secure one in the relationship. No matter what he said she still had her insecurities about silly little things. But over time he would change that. When he had asked her to move in he had expected her to at least hesitate, take a while to answer at least. But she hadn’t, which had surprised him in a pleasant way. Still to this very moment she had yet to show any hesitation in moving in with him and that made his heart soar. ”Good..I’m glad. I’d hate for you to be unsure of yourself now that everything is packed.” He said softly, smiling against her neck.

Smiling he nuzzled into the woman’s neck, kissing it once more.”It is..I still can’t believe you said yes..” His words were soft, quietly spoken against her skin. With his eyes closed briefly, he nuzzled into the woman and tightened his arms around her. This was something he would never grow old of. The feeling of her skin against his, the warmth that came with it and the overwhelming feeling of love that surrounded them both. There was nothing like it, it was unlike anything he had ever felt. It was like a new drug for him, like the nicotine he was already addicted to. Except a lot healthier, he was sure that his addiction to her wouldn’t kill him eventually like his addiction to cigarettes. Or at least he hoped she wouldn’t do such a thing.

After a few moments he let his arms loosen, slowly letting go of her. ”Alright, say goodbye.” Stepping away, he wandered off to the last box and scooped it into his arms with a small grunt. While he had yet to complain, Sebastian was definitely feeling the wear on his body from lifting and carrying all the boxes today. His back was sore and it only hurt more when he bent to grab the box. Thankfully this was the last one..and well..he’d worry about moving the boxes into the house when they got there. Maybe he’d call a friend and make them come do it. Sebastian sighed softly, he was sure that it was probably starting to show exteriorly that he was a bit exhausted.

”I’ll take this to the truck, you can say your final goodbyes or what not..I’ll be waiting.” With that, Sebastian turned and carried the box out of her apartment and headed back down the stairwell to add it to the collection of boxes already in the truck.

Notes: LOL SHITTY POST LOLOL.

[KEATON RAE CALLOWAY]

If there was ever anything Keaton could be sure about it was this relationship. The only thing that bothered her and made her think otherwise was herself. She had found happiness, and that was obvious, everything in her life was just short of perfect, and if anything could be perfect, it would be this, for her at least. There was nothing that went wrong between the two and if they ever fought, it was a play fight, one that could be made better with a simple kiss or touch. They weren't like most couples, and they got along better then anyone she had ever known. The girl was happy, and so was he. The only thing to ever make her insecure was how much she rushed things sometimes. It was all thoughts in her head, until she slipped up and spoke her mind.

She knew he didn't mind. She knew he probably thought the same things as her, but when she got over excited and started spouting off things about how she couldn't wait to be married or didn't want any kids, it was hard to be secure. Especially when Sebastian took a moment to answer, or showed a wavering expression in his face. Things like that were the things that cut Keaton to the quick, making her back track and try and take the words away. Even though, he hadn't been the least bit upset. She was insecure in that, and that alone. Otherwise, everything was just peaches. The love she held for him surpassed any type of love she had ever had before, and she let him know just that on a regular basis. But now.. this was a huge step, and a step the girl was more then willing to take. She was moving in with him.

She would have the opportunity to wake up to his face every morning, to go to bed with him at night. To get ready in the morning with him either getting ready near her or by her. It all sounded so lovely, and so close to what might, could, and probably would happen in the future. She wasn't planning on going anywhere, and in her head, she knew that within a few years, or how much ever time it required, she would be Mrs. Keaton Hawkins. But this was just her mind wandering and thinking of future things. She knew she shouldn't dream too much about it, she could never keep her thoughts to herself around him, she told him everything. Ever since having this relationship with him, the girl could not seem to keep a secret, not when he was involved, she told him everything. There was no secrets or lies in this relationship, and she loved everything about that simple fact.

Keaton smiled at his words, no, she wouldn't doubt her decision. She didn't have to even think twice about saying yes in the first place. There was no room for hesitation now. oh no, I'm quite sure I want to see this sweet face every morning. she said with a small smirk as she turned her face to him, his lips turned upward against her neck as she kissed his head affectionately. The girl smiled at his own affections before she took a breath, thoughts mindlessly swirling about in her head. and why is that? she said, blinking a bit, the smile still clearly evident on her face, you thought it was the commitment issues? she said, quirking her eyebrows a bit, slightly teasing him, but having true motive behind the question. She did have commitment issues, she wasn't going to lie, but it was obvious that she was slowly getting over them. Sebastian was a good cure. of course not, you know I love to be with you.. there was no reason to say no she said with a small giggle and a slight shrug of her shoulders.

Sebastien knew exactly what to do and what not to do, and it never failed to have him read her just like a book. She was easy to read now, the questioning was behind her. She knew she had found love, a love that was real for once and not purely just lust. At first, that was what she had thought that this whole thing was. But she found herself wanting to spend more and more time with him, and not just for sex. It was amazing how a person could change and not be able to tell. It was how she had gotten here, so far away from the person she had been almost a year ago. Sebastian had changed her, and she couldn't be happier with the change. His arms tightened around her as he nuzzled into her neck, the girl closing her eyes softly as his love for her seemed to envelope her, making up for the horrid past she had to bear. Things were better, and she knew that it was behind her. Never again would she have to deal with that.

Sebastian made that known every chance he got, and she was grateful for it. He could see her worry, but he was smart enough to know how to make her feel better. She was so lucky to have him. It was all too soon that he let go of her and told her to say her goodbyes. With a small nod and a smile directed at him she nodded, looking the place over slowly. It held tons of memories, but.. they were memories she wanted to forget. She had really been something. A girl that simply couldn't say no, a girl who brought any random guy home if she felt like it. Well.. she needed new memories, and she had already made some with Sebastian, ones she knew she would remember forever. There was more of that to come, she was sure of it.

Hearing a small grunt the girl turned her attention to her boyfriend, who currently hoisted a box into his arms. Keaton winced softly, sorrowful for the wear she had put him through today. She knew he was tired, and she knew that he needed his rest, it was her fault that he was so tired in the first place. Carrying large boxes back and forth filled to the brim with her stuff was certainly a work out.. and the worst part was the fact that they had to put it in his apartment. But honestly, it could wait. She wasn't about to put him through more stress. Keaton nodded softly as he told her to say her goodbyes and watched him walk out, the girl standing there a few moments before deciding to take another look around the place, to see if she had missed anything.

It didn't take long for the girl to walk throughout the apartment, memories of this and that floating about in her head, she smiled, running her hand through her hair she nodded, and with a small laugh reached the door, opening it slowly as she took a look around at the empty space, looking so much different than a day or so before when they had began putting everything away in boxes. It was time to move on. And with that realization, she walked out and closed the door, leaving the key in the drop box beside the door as she heard the click of the locks. The sound like a symbol of her commitment. She couldn't be happier with the decision.

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WORDS! 1247
MUSE! crazy good yo'
NOTES! ...don'thateme. i always have good muse for her<< xD

[SEBASTIAN FLETCHER HAWKINS]

Sebastian was more than relieved once they had gotten to his house. With the help of two guys from the shop, one of which had been the one he had borrowed the truck from, they had managed to get all of Keaton’s things inside. It had roughly taken about two hours; including the lunch break that Sebastian had all but demanded inbetween things. He hadn’t eaten since the morning, and well, with all the moving and things he had gotten really hungry, super fast. Between the four people, three pizzas had nearly been devoured. Well, more like between the three guys. Keaton always only had one piece, maybe two depending on the day.

After things had finally been brought inside, Sebastian had thanked his friends and given the keys back to the truck. Once they had walked back out of the front door, Sebastian kicked it closed and sighed. The hard part was finally done, and honestly he couldn’t have been happier about it. Moving was always a hard thing, and even for a girl living along in a dorm, Keaton had a lot of shit. Sebastian had been mildly surprised by it really, especially since he had been to her dorm and seen what she had on an almost daily basis. Now he was just convinced she had things hidden under her bed the entire time. A trap door possibly?

Making his way back towards the bedroom, Sebastian opened up the kennel and allowed the glob of white and brown to race out of it. Due to the front door having been open, they had to lock up Bentley so that he couldn’t escape. They really didn’t need a repeat of Keaton running down the street chasing the little guy. For a puppy with such short legs, he sure could run. Scooping up the puppy in his arms, Sebastian walked back downstairs to where Keaton was and held the puppy up to her face where he proceeded to start licking her. “He missed you..” He said, laughing a bit and then pulling Bentley away. “Sorry pup, but those lips are for me and only me.” With a smile he pushed the fat puppy into his girlfriends arms.

Now with his arms free, he wrapped them around Keaton and kissed her softly. ”So..feel free to unpack, put things wherever you like..I put the new dresser upstairs, so that’s all yours..and the closet as well. If you need more room then feel free to use the guest bedroom closet..” Was he forgetting anything? Sebastian wasn’t sure, he had people as roommates before..but not a girlfriend. He knew it meant sharing more than a normal roommate, which he was fine with. ”No pink pillows on my bed though.” He said, gently teasing her even further. He didn’t even think she owned any pink pillows. ”Make sure and tell me where you put things if you need to move them..”

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[KEATON RAE CALLOWAY]

It hadn't taken too long to get everything unloaded, within two hours all of Keaton's things had been unloaded in boxes into sebastian's apartment. The girl was more then excited to get started and arranging things, but the girl couldn't find it in herself to work on it now. After having a few guys over and helping with the unloading Keaton was tired, even if she didn't do much of the work at all. This whole process was more tiring then she would like to admit. But it was all worth it. She knew what this meant, and she knew that everything would be done before too long, she was too anxious not to. She had plenty of space for her things and he had made her more then welcome. She couldn't wait for their first night together in his apartment, and the happiness it would bring her to wake up in the morning and find him lying beside her and knowing that she could just as easily get ready for her day here then she would at home. But.. this was home now. And the thought brought a smile to the young girl's lips as she thought about it.

The amount of stuff that she had stuffed away in closets and drawers surprised her greatly, she had had no idea that her things had accumulated so much over time. She almost felt bad for having so much stuff to bring into his apartment, she didn't want to suffocate him, even if this was what he had wanted, she knew that he wouldn't have asked her to move in with him if he hadn't wanted her closer and more within his reach. So she was trying not to worry about it, but she couldn't help but feel like she was intruding just a bit. Maybe by the time everything was organized and neat again it wouldn't be as bad as it looked, but looking over her shoulder now, she couldn't help but wince slightly at the amount of boxes she saw. With a gentle laugh Keaton smiled as her boyfriend brought their puppy down in his arms, Bentley clearly being excited to see her. Keaton's face lit up as he brought the puppy closer, grinning slightly and making sure her mouth was closed as he proceeded to lick her, pulling away slightly from his sloppy puppy kisses. "mmm yes i can tell.." she said with a gentle laugh as Bentley was pushed into her arms, making sure to have a tight grip as she smirked at his words.

"of course, of course." she said as his arms wrapped around her and kissed her softly, listening to him as he spoke, nodding her head lightly "okay" she said simply, feeling silly for saying so little, but she knew he understood, the girl was still slightly speechless at this whole thing, it was all so much, but she knew she was ready for it. In fact, she was more then ready. She loved him with all her heart and she was going to prove to him that she had faith in their relationship. she knew they would last forever, she had no doubt about it in her mind, he was her one and only now and he had proved that to her time and time again. It was why she had been so sure about getting her tattoo, it was why she had taken that chance and told him that she loved him, because she did. And she wanted to make sure he knew that within each and every day as she lived with him.

With a small smirk the girl shook her head, mocking a small frown as she bit her lip, oh, come on, i was planning on redecorating your... our room entirely. she said with a small shrug of her shoulders, obviously kidding him. She would never even dream of changing his place that much, it would have been inconsiderate of her and she wouldn't dream of invading his personal space like that. She was just happy to live with him now. A nervous jitter made its way down her spine at the thought of staying the night, and never leaving to 'go home' again. Of course, she wasn't nervous about spending the night with him, that had happened many times already, it was just the fact that she was in new territory, just a whole new outlook on things, and she couldn't help but be ecstatic at the way her life was heading. It was in a good direction, always concerning him. For once, the thought of having one person there with her throughout her life didn't scare her, in fact, she welcomed the thought.

no, I'm just kidding love, you know I won't, it's your apartment, and i'm not about to take over. she said with a gentle smile as she sighed softly, looking around as she set the puppy in her hands down and watched him run and jump on the couch. Keaton smiled softly and nodded, okay.. i will, but I'm tired right now, it's been a long day baby..! she said with a soft laugh, walking but really waddling over to the couch seeing as she wouldn't let him let go of her, opting to just drag him along behind her with a giggle.

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NOTES! love them (:

[SEBASTIAN FLETCHER HAWKINS]

Sebastian liked the sound of that. The sound of ‘our’ room, and the way that the words rolled off his girlfriends tongue with such ease. A grin flashed across his lips once more, and well, he found that it just wouldn’t go away. The entire day he had been smiling and been in a fairly good mood, even with all the physical strain. ”Our room..” He echoed, just to see how it felt to say those words. He liked it, a lot. ”You aren’t allowed to redecorate our room.” Sebastian stated sternly, narrowing his dark eyes at her even though she knew she wasn’t serious.

Naturally he expected some things to change around his house. It would be cleaner, he knew that much. Keaton always cleaned whenever she showed up and he wasn’t around after all. Sebastian didn’t mind, even with a few things being misplaced or moved. All he had to do was ask and she knew exactly where the items had been placed. It wasn’t like previous girlfriends who had moved a lot of things and were never around to tell him where they had been put. Sebastian had lost a lot of things over the years because of girlfriends and their cleaning habits. At first he had been wary of Keaton when she first started cleaning, but not anymore. If she had started doing anything he didn’t like, he would have taken her keys away. Nah..he didn’t have the heart to do that to her.

Sebastian smiled, leaning in and kissing her cheek again. ”Much appreciated, but you can add things as you please..don’t be afraid to put things out.” He paused for a moment, nose wrinkling as a thought came across and then a small laugh escaped him. ”Just keep your tampons somewhere I can’t see them.” He teased gently, kissing her cheek once more. That was probably the one thing he was far from excited to see. Maybe he’d just never look at the trash can ever again. Or get one of those little trash cans with the lids on them!

Sebastian was broken from his thoughts as he was tugged along to the couch, his arms securely wrapped around her. Laughing, the tattoo covered man tugged her down onto the couch as he sat down. Careful not to crush the puppy, he leaned back so he was laying down and brought Keaton down as well. Kicking off his shoes, Sebastian let out a sigh of relief and closed his eyes. ”This feels so good..” All the muscles in his body relaxed, causing a bit of pain in his spine as it realigned. ”Let’s not move for a while..I hurt.”

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[KEATON RAE CALLOWAY]

Keaton hadn't really meant to sound possessive as she called his room their room, but honestly she knew that was what it was, and she wasn't about to analyze once again, cause it always made her look like an idiot, it was their room, because they both would be sleeping in there, and that was that. There was no room for second guessing herself and no reason for it, especially since the boy seemed to like it a whole lot more then he disliked it, the girl couldn't help but smile as he repeated her words, 'our room' as if he wanted to see how they tasted. With a small giggle the girl nodded her head, yes.. our room she nodded gently, ohhh fine, no furry pink pillow then, damnit. she said with a mock sigh and a shake of her head, a smile never leaving the girl's face.

His eyes narrowed down at her but she knew he was far from serious, she knew sebastian too well for him to freak out over something as small as that, not unless she went overboard. She knew how to act, because honestly, the girl had been living there for the past few months anyway, she had just been leaving to go back to her place in between. She was over there often enough to live there anyways, especially since she had been staying the night every time she was over there, yeah, it was about time for the two to actually move in together and actually experience what it was like, Keaton smiled at the thought, she couldn't wait, and she was more then happy to do this with him, he was her life now, and she was pretty sure he knew exactly that. Their lives were becoming so.. close and intermingled together, whatever he did, she did, and most of what the girl did the boy had to have something involved in as well, she loved itl

Which is odd if you think about it. Seeing as Keaton had never really been a people person before. Never had she wanted to share with someone her plans for the day, much less include them in it. But over since sebastian had made his way into her heart, he had been including and thought of in each of her plans and she knew he didn't mind. In fact, he loved it, she knew he did. It made her happy to think of just how content they were with each other in their lives. It was unbelievable at how much she had changed, but she knew it was change for the better, and she wasn't regretting any second of falling for the boy. It had taken a while to realize it, but it was just what she had needed at the time. Sebastian was the one who had done it all, he made the effort, and now look at what it had gotten him. She hoped it was a prize, although she knew if she asked him that was what he'd tell her, but honestly, she couldn't know for absolute sure, no matter how many times she asked him and how many times he told her he was being honest. What he felt deep down inside of his heart was how he felt, and she hoped that her worth hadn't went down because of what she used to be and used to do. She just hoped.

the girl giggled softly as he leaned in once more to kiss her cheek. Keaton loved his kisses, no matter if they were quick ones or ones that let her know how much he loved her, she loved receiving them, but she knew it was normal, it was good to know she was the only one receiving them, it was such a relief to not have to worry about doing something wrong anymore, now she knew, he was the one for her and she was extremely happy being with him, that was all she had ever wanted when she was a little girl, and now she had that, even though it took way longer then she had originally thought, it wasn't her fault that her childhood had been miserable, it was all her father's fault. But she wasn't about to go into that, they didn't have the time and she surely didn't have the patience. However the girl shook her head quickly at his words, knowing she would never throw anything of his out, noooo no, no, that's your stuff Seb, I'm not throwing anything out, I'm just content to be here.. she said with a soft laugh.

Of course though, at his next comment, the girl couldn't help the way she tilted her head back and let out a laugh, truly amused at the thought, shaking her head lightly she answered him, a smirk playing at her lips, out of all the things you can think about.. tampons are the first? she said, her voice letting on to just how amused she was. Rolling her eyes and giving him a sigh she nodded her head, fine, you will never see one. she said, wrinkling her nose as he kissed her cheek once again.

The boy didn't put up any complaints as he was tugged to the couch, his arms still wrapped around her tight, he tugged her with him as he sat, eventually ending up laying down with Keaton following him shortly after. Keaton smiled softly as she watched him close his eyes, moving until she became comfortable on top of him, her elbows propped up on his chest as she patted his cheek. hmm it is nice to just lay here.. she said, giving out an exasperated sigh as she rested her chin on top of her hands, watching him in adoration. I'm excited.. she said, emitting a soft giggle with her sweet words.

TAG! monifer and sebastian<3
WORDS! 978
MUSE! amazing, as always XD
NOTES! no matter how much i try and tame it down .. xDD