ADAMSON, brinley liam

[BRINLEY LIAM ADAMSON]

NINETEEN. COLLEGE STUDENT. HOMOSEXUAL. SHY. ALEX MCKEE.
( BRINLEY LIAM ADAMSON )

I SEE YOUR EYES, YOU'RE BARELY SOBER.
I HEAR YOUR VOICE, YOU'RE CALLING OUT FROM ME TO YOU.
the character

brinley liam adamson is an art student at the local college. he is going into his sophomore year once the summer passes. he is interested in drawing, painting, and photography and hopes to spend his life as an artist in los angeles, california. he is a vegan and wants to work for animal rights. brin is very shy and reserved. he likes to be by himself or in a very small group of people. he doesn't go to parties and rarely puts himself around a large amount of people. he laughs all the time and has his hyper moments were he won't shut up. he only talks to people he is comfortable with and knows rather well. brinley is homosexual and he hasn't even had a first kiss. he is very needy with people he is close to and can be very touchy, as in he wants to cuddle everyone. he couldn't hurt a fly.

SO SAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY.
AND REPLAY ALL THE THINGS THAT I TRIED TO SAY.
behind the character

hey bitches, it's brandy and i've been pimpin' these hoes for about 3 years on and off. i know right, it's great isn't it? need to get a hold of me? hit me up by PM or AIM. i'm also in the mountain time zone just so you know. don't need to be telling you people twice. also meet the rest of my lovely babies, none!

Topher couldn’t deny it… He was actually in love with Elliott. He didn’t think he would ever truly love or care about anyone in the way that he cared for Ellie. He just couldn’t get him off his mind. When he was with him, he never wanted their time together to end and slowly Ellie was becoming the biggest part of his life. He loved the sound of his heartbeat every time he lay his head down on Elliott’s chest. The cuddles and kisses could make the worst day into the best. The smile he made when he heard Elliott’s name or their eyes met could light up the entire room. And what he adored the most was his caring words that were tied together with that charming stutter his voice made. No one could even compare to him in Topher’s eyes.

Everything he felt for him seemed like it came out of his own personal fairytale. He had never been happier with someone in his life. He would do anything for this boy; he loved helping him when he was sick and cuddling up against him when he was cold at night. Topher didn’t even care what other people thought of the two of them. It was all falling into place and he couldn’t ask for anything more.

Topher had spent the last few days in his dorm room listening to three simple, yet very powerful, words. He listened to the words ‘I love you’ being played over and over again on a youtube video. He tried to mimic the sounds of the words and he tried to form the words together. He had spent about a week working on just training himself to speak. He was in fact mute but he, along with most mute people, was capable of whispering. Topher never had tried though. He was scared to learn speech. He was scared of being made fun of for not being able to get the correct pronunciation on anything. Normally, people wouldn’t be able to speak words this quickly, but since he was able to hear his entire life he heard words often and got the idea of their sound. It was still unimaginably difficult for Topher to learn how to say these simple three words.

Although with all this practice he wasn’t able to say them perfectly and clear. You could understand him though. And just his effort and trying was a huge accomplishment for him. His biggest fear in the world was speaking in his quiet whisper and he was about to overcome that fear. He thought this would be the best way for him to tell him he loved him. He wanted to actually say it for the first time so Ellie could see how serious he was about it.

No one understood his fear of speaking but Elliott was the closest thing he had to understanding him and he hoped he realized how big this step was for him. Topher was over filling with excitement and nerves. He dressed in a simple outfit. He slipped on faded skinny jeans with a blue and black plaid flannel shirt. He had straightened his hair out to perfection and topped it off with a black knit beanie. Topher sat upon his bed and tied up the laces on his teal vans and before he walked out the door he grabbed a single rose from his dresser.
Topher went to the rooftop about ten minutes to seven. He wanted to leave the dorm before Ellie so he didn’t see the flower he had for him. As Topher waited on the rooftop his nerves started to get the best of him as he quietly practiced saying the three words to himself over and over again.